EXAM ends!

Finally, my first year was a blink of an eye, free from the bugging of exams...
I am quite free now,except busy with gakkai activities and my school's newsletter...
Feel like finding a part time job in the holidays...
Thinking of doing nothing till next year in February?
I will be sulking at home, with mushroom growing on my head perhaps...
ai, whatever...I will do some reading and practice some bangs on my piano...
have to practice a piece of Beethoven for my friend's mini piano recital..
that would probably be my challenge for this holiday...
wanna feel like playing classical music again, warming up my fingers a little bit...
wakaka, my friend said that I am good at playing Beethoven pieces, well..i don't know...
I felt regretted for not cherishing my piano lessons in the old days, I played but not wholeheartedly...
I always have a dream to retake my grade 8 theory coz I failed in the exam....
I still remember in the old days that I had my beginners luck, and being pampered by my piano teacher..
Just wondering how did I managed to obtain a Distinction for Grade 4 practical and Grade 3 theory...Those days were long gone...
I am just eager to find that golden touch in me, to find the real me.. but I know that being lazy and impatience was one of my road blocks...
I could still remember vividly when I crampled up my Grade 1 exam pieces because I couldn't get it right....
It is lucky for me to play again when I got the opportunity to be the pianist for Renaissance Choir 2. It was a bad feeling to have screwed up the performance in Jenjarom, a night when we performed...I was blank feeling dissappointed at myself....
From then on, I vowed to be a better pianist..
I just want to improve myself...
That's all...
I must be better from yesterday... That is what I am going to do : )