Saturday, December 16, 2006


Bold the statements that are true to you.
Italise the statements that you WISH were true.
Leave the fibs alone.
Then, "stab" 5 people to do the same test.

I miss somebody right now.
I dont watch TV these days.
I wear glasses or contact lenses.
I love to play video games.
I've tried marijuana.
I've been in a threesome.
I have been the psycho-ex in a past relationship.
I believe that honesty is usually the best policy.
I curse.
I have changed mentally over the last year.

I carry my knife/razor everywhere with me.
I'm TOTALLY smart.
I've broken someone's bones.
I'm paranoid sometimes.
I would get plastic surgery if it were 100% safe , free of cost, and scar-free.
I need money right now.
I love sushi.
I talk really, really fast.
I have long hair.
I have lost money in Las Vegas.

I have at least one sibling.

I have worn fake hair/fingernails/eyelashes in the past.
I couldn't survive without Caller I.D.
I like the way I look.
I am usually pessimistic.
I have a lot of mood swings.
I have a hidden talent.
I'm always hyper no matter how much sugar i have.
I have a lot of friends.
I'm currently single.

I have pecked someone of the same sex.
I enjoy talking on the phone.
I practically live in sweatpants or PJ pants.
I love to shop.
Enjoy window shopping.
I would rather shop than eat.
I don't hate anyone.
I'm a pretty good dancer.
I'm completely embarrassed to be seen with my mother.
I have a cell phone.

I believe in God.
I watch MTV on a daily basis.
I have passed out drunk in the past 6 months.
I've rejected someone before.
I want to have children in the future.
I have changed a diaper before.
I've called the cops on a friend before.
I'm not allergic to anything.
I have a lot to learn.
I have been with someone at least 10 years older or younger.

I am shy around the opposite sex.
I have tried alcohol before.
I have made a move on a friend's significant other or crush in the past.
I own the "South Park" movie.
I would die for my best friends.
I think that Pizza Hut has the best pizza.
I have used my sexuality to advance my career.
I love Michael Jackson, scandals and all.
Halloween is awesome because you get free candy.
I watch Spongebob Squarepants and i like it.

I am happy at this moment!
I'm obsessed with guys.
I study for tests most of the time.
I tie my shoelaces differently from anyone I've ever met.
I am comfortable with who I am right now.
I have more than just my ears pierced.
I walk barefoot wherever i can.
I have jumped off a bridge.
I love sea turtles.
I spend ridiculous money on makeup.

Plan on achieving a major goal/dream.
I'm proficient in a musical instrument.

I worked at McDonald's restaurant.
I hate office jobs.
I love sci-fi movies.
I think water rules.
I went college out of state.
I like sausages.
I love kisses.
I fall for the worst people.

I adore bright colors.
I can't live without black eyeliner.
I somehow enjoyed this thing!!!
I usually like covers better than originals.
I can pick up things with my toes.
I can't whistle.
I can move my tongue in waves, much like a snakes slither.
I have ridden/owned a horse.
I still have every journal I've ever written in.
I can't stick to a diet.

I talk in my sleep.
I try to forget things by drowning them out with loads of distractions.
Climbing trees is a brilliant past time.
I have jazz in my blood.

I wear a toe ring.
I can't stand at LEAST one person that I work with.
I am a caffeine junkie.
I cosplay or know what cosplaying is.
I have been to over 15 conventions.
I will collect anything, and the more nonsensical the better.
I'm an artist.
I only clean my room when necessary.
I like a person of the same sex.
I love being happy.
I am an adrenaline junkie.

Camping at Bentong...

It is kinda late to blog at this time, after 1 week?

Anyway, this Benting trip was a memorable one.
At first, I was very excited to be there with the Ng's...
On the first day, we got to attempt abseiling...although I went to Outward Bound School, the height was daunting...
but still I managed to land on the ground quite smoothly...
Huay Theing did quite well too while Andrew gave her some usefel guidelines,
" Use your feet!"
" I know la!" was Huay Thieng's reply, shouting from above...
Since then, we were making fun of her imitating her accent... Haha..

Our next stop was The flying fox...But we had to cross the hanging bridge to the other side before playing that...
Well, thanks to Andrew.. Huay Theing and I were the loudspeakers of the day... we were shrieking all the way because he just couldn't stop shaking his butt to move the bridge...
I was swaying in the middle of the air because of Andrew, and Soo Ann was the other culprit teaming up to slow us down... Finally,we've got to play the flying fox...
But I felt more like a Flying Dog, because the speed was not fast enough...

After that, we settled ourselves with bath and dinner along with group discussion.
Then we participated in Nightwalk through the jungle. It was thrilling to see fireflies glowing in the dark, there were roots that glowed too..There were also the stars, sparkling above the sky . when veiwed from below the canopy, it was beautiful.
Our team work was remarkable that night. Everyone was holding hands to go through the jungle to be sure that everyone was safe, as it was pitch black.

We went back tired but was freshen up by the shower of ice cold water at night...
It was freezing without air conditioner, I couldn't imagine myself sleeping without a jacket.

I was grumpy the next day...I was a lady in RED...
Well..I was worried that I could not proceed with the rakit that day...
We set out to our camps site...which was about 20 minutes walk into the jungle...We've got to cross a small stream... I screamed again when I encountered a leech meking its way for my flesh...
Luckily,Ah Beng came for my rescue by pulling it away...
We cooked lunch and proceed with the rakit...
I was really concerned about myself at that time but after much persuasion by Huay Theing, I decided to give it a go.
It was loads of fun and my group was the first to finish assembling the rakit...
thanks to the guys in my group... They were really sweet and gentlemen... Huay Theing and I were only helping to tie up the ropes...
At night was the time for group presentation...
Girls got to sleep at the open- air hall because the tents were spoiled with holes...While I pity the guys because they had to squeeze in two tents...

That night was hard especially for the PICs...
Group 1 was presenting while suddenly it was raining rather heavily...The presentation had to be carried forward to the next day and we were chanting for the rain to stop as it would be a trouble for all of did stopped a while...
According to out PICs, there spotted a scorpion and a centipede... Tan Leng was brave enough the chase the creepy crawlies away before they could harm us.

The girls were well taken care of by the PICs... when we were in our dreams sleeping on the harden ground with roots, it rained heavily again. We were awakened by the PICs and they covered up the area with the available canvas, so that we would not be splashed by the rain.I could still remember that it was 1.30am, and 5 to 6 of the PICs were staying up to chant for the rain to stop.

In the morning, the rain ceased.All of us prepared and go downhill to the meeting hall. We proceeded with the group presentation which were quite well done. Then it came to the experience sharing which sent people to tears.
Group leaders and members were being frank explaining their faults while participating in this camp...
Most surprisingly, a lot of or PICs were in tears this Bentong trip was not as organised as the previous one..
Especially Yu Wen, he was sobbing all the way. But I was gald that they were frank for they would learn from their mistakes. This wouls make a person a great leader in the future.

In conclusion, although I felt grumpy most of the time during the Bentong trip, I gained a lot of insight and learned many things about Buddishm and Gakkai spirit...
Members of Soka Gakkai would always stick together through thick and thin, which I felt throughout this trip...Participants would help each other out, and the PICs were willing to sacrifice their well-being to ensure our safety; which I found quite quite touching.

I am very grateful to be a member of Soka Gakkai Malaysia.I just hope that I would learn more in the future...

Wednesday, December 06, 2006

David Tao Concert...

I went to David Tao's Concert during October but did not bother to update my blog because I was too busy with exams...Anyway, I am considered to be a 90% banana in music as I hardly listen to any manderin songs...
But since I went to the concert, I fell in love with his voice...
He was so damn good! His voice was great with perfect pitching... And he is a real talent, his songs are very nice to hear and soothing...
I love it...


I am starting to feel bored of my holidays…
Luckily, Chung Han borrowed me some Japanese Cartoons which are nice to watch.But still it has hidden meaning in it...So it takes time to digest but meaningful...
I really missed those choir practice days…
Have to go makan BAK KUT TEH with RC2 someday, at least before I leave at 8th of February...
Bored... why am I so bored??
Sometimes I just can’t stand my mum....
I felt that I am detached from her somehow...
I have grown so much...
The things that I like don’t always go along with her anymore...
I know that she loves me and wants the best for me...
But things aren't on the same course because I am getting a clearer direction of what I want in life...
I wanted to be an extraordinary person, a person who can achieve something in the near future...
I wanted my mum to believe in me and my decisions, but it seems to be so hard...
Oh well, when I leave, I bet that I will be a cry baby... there are so many people I will miss, my family and friends...
Just hope that I will achieve what I wanted in life...