Wednesday, April 02, 2008


How much fear do I have in me?
Why is my feelings hard to comprehend?
Why is there always a tug-of war in my heart?
Why do I feel not in place?
All these questions have been on my mind lately…
Why I’m building a wall to people around me?
Why am I talking to myself all the time, reflecting on my thoughts and actions? Good or bad?
I am starting to police myself in such a way, that I don’t feel like being myself anymore.
I am so tensed up around people… and I know somehow people can feel it…
When will I escape my own cage?