最近， 有一个人让我很头痛。
可是我知道她让我学习了一样事情， 那就是忍耐。
一个人出外生存， 就是要忍耐。
谢谢你教了我这一堂课。现在的我，忍耐力提升了。多亏你。。。
你在我生命中完成了你的使命。谢谢你。。。让我成为更好的人。。。
希望以后的你，幸福快乐:)
Monday, November 30, 2009
Sunday, November 29, 2009
Inner feelings...
Final exam is over... this means that I am not a uni student anymore...
To me, this is not a relieve just yet... Coz I dun think I did well in the exam... But I just hope to get 'satisfactory' and pass the exam...
I am still coughing... whole body aching... like an old lady... All in all, this year is stressful.. I can feel my health in taking its toll.. lol...
Hope that I will be alright...
Need to wait till 11th of December.... to really know if I pass the exam or not...at the mean time.. I need to start doing revision again...
I can feel my dark nature is creeping back...tug of war.. always...
People say not to worry about the future... coz the future is not even here yet.. and not to think about the past.
But I can sense that I am worrying.. again...and heaps of other stuff....
Need to get myself geared up for the future... Fight fight fight!! And have confidence in my decisions.. and keep learning... always...
To me, this is not a relieve just yet... Coz I dun think I did well in the exam... But I just hope to get 'satisfactory' and pass the exam...
I am still coughing... whole body aching... like an old lady... All in all, this year is stressful.. I can feel my health in taking its toll.. lol...
Hope that I will be alright...
Need to wait till 11th of December.... to really know if I pass the exam or not...at the mean time.. I need to start doing revision again...
I can feel my dark nature is creeping back...tug of war.. always...
People say not to worry about the future... coz the future is not even here yet.. and not to think about the past.
But I can sense that I am worrying.. again...and heaps of other stuff....
Need to get myself geared up for the future... Fight fight fight!! And have confidence in my decisions.. and keep learning... always...
Wednesday, November 25, 2009
Final Steps to Independance
Finals is near. My uni life is coming to an end... Whether or not that I graduate depends on my exams tomorrow
Cannot believe that I have come this far; 4 yrs of uni life accompanied with struggles and friendship.
Last week is an emo week.... was teary the whole time.. Mixed feelings of being home sick and missing friends who left or are going to leave.This week... exams is important... I know I need this final strive to pass...But I am confident that I can pass; which includes everyone in my course...
All people who appear in my life ( include the ones that I do not get along very well) added spice to my existence; and I've learned so much from them as they trained my tolerance and compassion as a human being; by being able to embrace everyone in my environment(Of course, I am still working on it.. this is a constant challenge)
Eventually all of us are going to part our ways. And we are to be independent to stand on our own feet.
Good luck to us all... We can make it... Can't wait for he grand celebration to get drunk... lol :)
Cannot believe that I have come this far; 4 yrs of uni life accompanied with struggles and friendship.
Last week is an emo week.... was teary the whole time.. Mixed feelings of being home sick and missing friends who left or are going to leave.This week... exams is important... I know I need this final strive to pass...But I am confident that I can pass; which includes everyone in my course...
All people who appear in my life ( include the ones that I do not get along very well) added spice to my existence; and I've learned so much from them as they trained my tolerance and compassion as a human being; by being able to embrace everyone in my environment(Of course, I am still working on it.. this is a constant challenge)
Eventually all of us are going to part our ways. And we are to be independent to stand on our own feet.
Good luck to us all... We can make it... Can't wait for he grand celebration to get drunk... lol :)
Sunday, November 22, 2009
Ups and Downs...Emo moments...
Sent Aaron off back to Labuan last Friday... went to Sydney at 3.30pm.. reach Sydney at 7pm.. then went to watched 2012.. Very touching story about dunia kiamat... lol..
Then went to Chat Thai for dinner at 11pm.. the movie damn long le... Finished dinner at 1 am... Went straight to Domestic Airport...
Realli salute Wei Fun... the day before she did not sleep at all because of the Pharmacology and Psychology exam... then she was driver of the day...Super woman le...
The airport was not opened until 5am... So we waited there since 1.30am... hahaha...
Sat on the bench outside the airport... Talking and making fun.. took pics with Wei Fun's professional camera... u know the camera with the super lenz? lol... Pricey camera le :p
We talk about loads of things.. And the siao po (Hui Yong) of course kacau Aaron non stop...
Aaron was quite silent that day.. did not relli talk much.. I guess he miss us also kua.. ( hopefully I am right.. ) lol...
Sigh... then we talk talk crap... make silly jokes... and of course sum 'yellow' jokes that Mr Aaron likes to talk about....lol... aiya.. but not too yellow le...
At a blink of an eye, it is already 5am... we went in to the airport...saw him checked in... Took some pics with him... last pics before bidding him goodbye...
To be honest, even though I do not know Aaron that well or that long... He is a friend that I treasure... I think everyone ( Oi Yin, Hui Yong, Wei Fun & Wayne) feels the same as me... He is a very kind person, helpful and never ask anything in return.. He really do respect and care for his frens... He is the first person who gave me advice about how to treat people nicely that I would listen to..And I really learned this from Aaron..
Mr Aaron.. if you happen to read my blog... I relli appreciate you being a friend in my life..it is at the right time and at the right place that we are friends.. No matter where you are.. hope that you will always be happy in your future endeavours.... ok?
Me and others will always miss you :)
Then went to Chat Thai for dinner at 11pm.. the movie damn long le... Finished dinner at 1 am... Went straight to Domestic Airport...
Realli salute Wei Fun... the day before she did not sleep at all because of the Pharmacology and Psychology exam... then she was driver of the day...Super woman le...
The airport was not opened until 5am... So we waited there since 1.30am... hahaha...
Sat on the bench outside the airport... Talking and making fun.. took pics with Wei Fun's professional camera... u know the camera with the super lenz? lol... Pricey camera le :p
We talk about loads of things.. And the siao po (Hui Yong) of course kacau Aaron non stop...
Aaron was quite silent that day.. did not relli talk much.. I guess he miss us also kua.. ( hopefully I am right.. ) lol...
Sigh... then we talk talk crap... make silly jokes... and of course sum 'yellow' jokes that Mr Aaron likes to talk about....lol... aiya.. but not too yellow le...
At a blink of an eye, it is already 5am... we went in to the airport...saw him checked in... Took some pics with him... last pics before bidding him goodbye...
To be honest, even though I do not know Aaron that well or that long... He is a friend that I treasure... I think everyone ( Oi Yin, Hui Yong, Wei Fun & Wayne) feels the same as me... He is a very kind person, helpful and never ask anything in return.. He really do respect and care for his frens... He is the first person who gave me advice about how to treat people nicely that I would listen to..And I really learned this from Aaron..
Mr Aaron.. if you happen to read my blog... I relli appreciate you being a friend in my life..it is at the right time and at the right place that we are friends.. No matter where you are.. hope that you will always be happy in your future endeavours.... ok?
Me and others will always miss you :)
Saturday, October 31, 2009
I like this perfumeee!!!
Saw this perfume at Terry White Chemist... $65 for 50ml... I relli wana buy la.. Already tried twice.. the scent suits me well....
Already made this my target.. If I do an excellent job for prac this week.. then I will get it for myself :) Haha
Friday, October 30, 2009
Prac... 2 weeks more to go..
Time flies... Very soon, I know I am going to finish my prac...
Today I am going to reflect what I have done this week.
Basically, last week I was being a lil bit of a lazy bum.. and this week, I am like a workaholic. Start at 8.30am everyday, and finish at 6pm.
It is a stressful week.. because one of the challenges I have is that I need to recruit people for my focus group...sorta like a survey thingy.
This means, I will need to get myself out there and talk to angmos that I do not know... that really freak me out. So many negative thoughts running through my mind... Shiat.. how am I going to do this? How am I suppose to get enough people to participate in my focus group? There are tonnes of things that I need to do for
this project. To be honest, it is kinda lot of work for a single person to do.
So, undoubtedly.. I am stressed out... I am even worrying about how am I suppose to finish this project on time. But I know that I need to get it done. So I made a determination... to cross over my comfort zone to make this happen.
I started recruiting people on Wednesday. Today, I was freaking out. I went to the mall and just talk to random people at the food court. There are some ppl who rejected me with their poker face. To be honest, that do not make me feel good. But I kept goin, although my heart in pounding upon my chest.
Finally, I did get a number of positive responses. In fact, I got about 10 people who expressed their interest to come. It was quite a good job according to my supervisor... However, I was escorted out by the security... Coz I am not suppose to hand out flyers/ promoting surveys on private premises. So that did not make me feel that good either.
I knew I need to recruit more people to come to the focus group on Thursday. So this time, I rang up TAFE College and spoke to the campus manager there. Haha... I do not need to explain the struggle that I went through plucking up my courage talking to him. Anyways, I got a positive response from him that I am allowed to come over to the campus to promote my focus group.
I actually chanted 2 and half hours for it. Coz I am determined to challenge my situation. I want to overcome my fear, by not letting it get to me. And it turned out, that I am doing a fairly good job as well.
And today, I went to Manning Hospital. This time, responses from people aren't that great. But I managed to get through to some people who also expressed interest to come; though most of them are unsure when are they able to make it.
From this experience, I do feel that I am a person who need stress to move forward. Actually it does make me work harder... rather than sitting there and doing nothing. Although it is a struggle, but I finally experienced finding joy while struggling... which is very rewarding.
And I know there are heaps of challenges and struggles awaiting me if I want to be a good dietitian; and also if I wanted to stay in Australia.
I appreciate that all these struggles are opportunities for me to grow. Yes it is tough... But I am enjoying it now.. I am surfing through it...
Now all I need to do is to keep up the momentum... and finish this project nicely as I wanted it to be : )
That is for now...
Today I am going to reflect what I have done this week.
Basically, last week I was being a lil bit of a lazy bum.. and this week, I am like a workaholic. Start at 8.30am everyday, and finish at 6pm.
It is a stressful week.. because one of the challenges I have is that I need to recruit people for my focus group...sorta like a survey thingy.
This means, I will need to get myself out there and talk to angmos that I do not know... that really freak me out. So many negative thoughts running through my mind... Shiat.. how am I going to do this? How am I suppose to get enough people to participate in my focus group? There are tonnes of things that I need to do for
this project. To be honest, it is kinda lot of work for a single person to do.
So, undoubtedly.. I am stressed out... I am even worrying about how am I suppose to finish this project on time. But I know that I need to get it done. So I made a determination... to cross over my comfort zone to make this happen.
I started recruiting people on Wednesday. Today, I was freaking out. I went to the mall and just talk to random people at the food court. There are some ppl who rejected me with their poker face. To be honest, that do not make me feel good. But I kept goin, although my heart in pounding upon my chest.
Finally, I did get a number of positive responses. In fact, I got about 10 people who expressed their interest to come. It was quite a good job according to my supervisor... However, I was escorted out by the security... Coz I am not suppose to hand out flyers/ promoting surveys on private premises. So that did not make me feel that good either.
I knew I need to recruit more people to come to the focus group on Thursday. So this time, I rang up TAFE College and spoke to the campus manager there. Haha... I do not need to explain the struggle that I went through plucking up my courage talking to him. Anyways, I got a positive response from him that I am allowed to come over to the campus to promote my focus group.
I actually chanted 2 and half hours for it. Coz I am determined to challenge my situation. I want to overcome my fear, by not letting it get to me. And it turned out, that I am doing a fairly good job as well.
And today, I went to Manning Hospital. This time, responses from people aren't that great. But I managed to get through to some people who also expressed interest to come; though most of them are unsure when are they able to make it.
From this experience, I do feel that I am a person who need stress to move forward. Actually it does make me work harder... rather than sitting there and doing nothing. Although it is a struggle, but I finally experienced finding joy while struggling... which is very rewarding.
And I know there are heaps of challenges and struggles awaiting me if I want to be a good dietitian; and also if I wanted to stay in Australia.
I appreciate that all these struggles are opportunities for me to grow. Yes it is tough... But I am enjoying it now.. I am surfing through it...
Now all I need to do is to keep up the momentum... and finish this project nicely as I wanted it to be : )
That is for now...
Sunday, October 25, 2009
Great Weekend : )
Went back to Newie this weekend... Had dinner with Oy's dad...And a lil to drink for some celebration... ( sum leftover alcohol from last time when we were drinking when Wf came bad form placement)
Here are sum pics:
3 pretty gals...
Wf and botak aaron...
Siao po and Abigail..
Siao po just came out from shower..
Like father like daughter...Can't u see?
Acting cute with the lion, wf and siao po...
Lion and me :)
Siao po yum seng...
All Yum Seng!!
非常谢谢你们。你们让我感觉到友谊的温暖，友谊的幸福。
非常感谢你们在我生命里出现。让我成长为一个更好的人。
希望我们友谊万岁。
无论我们在何方， 我都永远将这份感动铭刻在心。
谢谢你们在我生命里添满色彩 ：）
Here are sum pics:
3 pretty gals...
Wf and botak aaron...
Siao po and Abigail..
Siao po just came out from shower..
Like father like daughter...Can't u see?
Acting cute with the lion, wf and siao po...
Lion and me :)
Siao po yum seng...
All Yum Seng!!
非常谢谢你们。你们让我感觉到友谊的温暖，友谊的幸福。
非常感谢你们在我生命里出现。让我成长为一个更好的人。
希望我们友谊万岁。
无论我们在何方， 我都永远将这份感动铭刻在心。
谢谢你们在我生命里添满色彩 ：）
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