改变

今年，2012 年。半年已经过去了。 这是我第一次update我的部落格。 会看过去，我在想。我有改变吗？有成长吗？ 工作了两年。现在，总算可以到我想去的地方上班。 已经有了男朋友，真希望他会是我生命中的 Mr Right. 近来，觉得心忐忑不安。 觉得没有安全感。自己明知道是自己的问题，但是心结还没打开。 我真的是厌倦了担心和害怕的心理。 要如何才能突破自己？ 我想，只有唱题。。。才可以。前面的路途还很遥远。一定要成长才行。 李锦宁，加油吧！

人间革命-human revolution

Human revolution... very painful... but must face it boldly...
coz it is the only way to control your own destiny...
No matter how painful it is... It is a must to do it...
Happiness is within reach with simple act of change.

成长。。。

最近， 有一个人让我很头痛。

可是我知道她让我学习了一样事情， 那就是忍耐。

一个人出外生存， 就是要忍耐。

谢谢你教了我这一堂课。现在的我，忍耐力提升了。多亏你。。。

你在我生命中完成了你的使命。谢谢你。。。让我成为更好的人。。。

希望以后的你，幸福快乐:)

Inner feelings...

Final exam is over... this means that I am not a uni student anymore...

To me, this is not a relieve just yet... Coz I dun think I did well in the exam... But I just hope to get 'satisfactory' and pass the exam...

I am still coughing... whole body aching... like an old lady... All in all, this year is stressful.. I can feel my health in taking its toll.. lol...

Hope that I will be alright...

Need to wait till 11th of December.... to really know if I pass the exam or not...at the mean time.. I need to start doing revision again...

I can feel my dark nature is creeping back...tug of war.. always...

People say not to worry about the future... coz the future is not even here yet.. and not to think about the past.

But I can sense that I am worrying.. again...and heaps of other stuff....

Need to get myself geared up for the future... Fight fight fight!! And have confidence in my decisions.. and keep learning... always...

Final Steps to Independance

Finals is near. My uni life is coming to an end... Whether or not that I graduate depends on my exams tomorrow

Cannot believe that I have come this far; 4 yrs of uni life accompanied with struggles and friendship.

Last week is an emo week.... was teary the whole time.. Mixed feelings of being home sick and missing friends who left or are going to leave.This week... exams is important... I know I need this final strive to pass...But I am confident that I can pass; which includes everyone in my course...

All people who appear in my life ( include the ones that I do not get along very well) added spice to my existence; and I've learned so much from them as they trained my tolerance and compassion as a human being; by being able to embrace everyone in my environment(Of course, I am still working on it.. this is a constant challenge)

Eventually all of us are going to part our ways. And we are to be independent to stand on our own feet.

Good luck to us all... We can make it... Can't wait for he grand celebration to get drunk... lol :)

Ups and Downs...Emo moments...

Sent Aaron off back to Labuan last Friday... went to Sydney at 3.30pm.. reach Sydney at 7pm.. then went to watched 2012.. Very touching story about dunia kiamat... lol..

Then went to Chat Thai for dinner at 11pm.. the movie damn long le... Finished dinner at 1 am... Went straight to Domestic Airport...

Realli salute Wei Fun... the day before she did not sleep at all because of the Pharmacology and Psychology exam... then she was driver of the day...Super woman le...

The airport was not opened until 5am... So we waited there since 1.30am... hahaha...
Sat on the bench outside the airport... Talking and making fun.. took pics with Wei Fun's professional camera... u know the camera with the super lenz? lol... Pricey camera le :p

We talk about loads of things.. And the siao po (Hui Yong) of course kacau Aaron non stop...

Aaron was quite silent that day.. did not relli talk much.. I guess he miss us also kua.. ( hopefully I am right.. ) lol...

Sigh... then we talk talk crap... make silly jokes... and of course sum 'yellow' jokes that Mr Aaron likes to talk about....lol... aiya.. but not too yellow le...

At a blink of an eye, it is already 5am... we went in to the airport...saw him checked in... Took some pics with him... last pics before bidding him goodbye...

To be honest, even though I do not know Aaron that well or that long... He is a friend that I treasure... I think everyone ( Oi Yin, Hui Yong, Wei Fun & Wayne) feels the same as me... He is a very kind person, helpful and never ask anything in return.. He really do respect and care for his frens... He is the first person who gave me advice about how to treat people nicely that I would listen to..And I really learned this from Aaron..

Mr Aaron.. if you happen to read my blog... I relli appreciate you being a friend in my life..it is at the right time and at the right place that we are friends.. No matter where you are.. hope that you will always be happy in your future endeavours.... ok?

Me and others will always miss you :)

I like this perfumeee!!!

Saw this perfume at Terry White Chemist... $65 for 50ml... I relli wana buy la.. Already tried twice.. the scent suits me well....

Already made this my target.. If I do an excellent job for prac this week.. then I will get it for myself :) Haha